Dear Matthew Edward flood
i am writing to let you know, i have loved you for a very long time and I will love you for a lot lot longer IV spent ages trying to put feelings as poetically and as beautifully as I can and I will write many more ... :) because I love you xx
the first time i met you my stomach was lifted into my throat , i wanted to listen and absorb your idea’s regardless what comes out x i love you. even if you never love me back… i will love you. i hope that when you’re laying in bed at night and you feel like no ones there you think of me because ill be there in your heart and ill never go because I love you matt. I want to move in with you. Because I feel sad when I’m not with you and I can't sleep when your not there I want a future with you because I know we're meant to live together and spend our lives with each other no matter what it throws at us , I want a family because I know you will be just like my dad but better and if you can compare the love I feel for him you can't be doing wrong because I feel this love and more . Your talented in ways I wish I could be you make me so proud and happy when I see you play and sing , when you laugh it's like no other person had mad me feel so warm and bubbly inside for the first time but when your sad I feel your pain like and I only long to make you feel better .i will try my hardest through everything and even when I am ratty and moody or your ratty and moody or we fight and yell I will promise to never give up after where don to apologise and make up because I don't want to ever loose you just sometime I say stupid things and I get mardy for no reason but if you hold on Ill come back round and be the women you loved from the start your mac xx you think I’ll get bored of you, you think I’ll want you to entertain me all the time. But I wont. I want to be in the room next door to you and tap Morse Code against the wall ... That was a joke but still ill be right there I promise matt. I want to slip long lover letters under your door. I want to make you tea and egg sarnies in the morning . And wake up with you holding me :) xI'm not scared of being alone matt I'm scared of being out of love and ill do anything to be with you forever in love . I could be in a room full of people naked men in front of me or women and the only guy I'd see would be you , I can't put everything down that I feel or have in my head and I don't have forever because forever would be the time it would take to write and Finnish this dis functional letter but I do have the rest of my life and if you share your life with mine I promise to make every day count and to love you for everyday I'm with you and for the rest of my life xxxx I love you matt I really do and I will never ever doubt you ever ever again I'd be stupid to loose you I can see you love and care for me if your eyes don't show me that then your heart definitely does xxxx I was taken back by your smile and the words you spoke . you’re beautiful and i never think differently . i love you and i hope i get the chance to tell you for the rest of my life ... Matthew Edward flood will you spend the rest of your life with me because I sure want you forever xxxxxxx
Your stupid girlfriend and hopefully your partner for life xxxx
Shannon summer rose xxxx
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